ianguidroz.

Tue, 08 Sep 2009 22:06:01 GMT

d00d wussa el jay?

Tue, 19 May 2009 21:01:34 GMT

IT NEEDS TO BE SAID.

The reason I don't talk to you anymore is because you're always condescending. I always feel like you're talking down to me or throwing in these subtle quips because you feel above me. I know I've messed up in the past, but I've apologized and tried to get your respect back. I feel like no matter what you're going to be bitter, and that's fine. Just talk to me about it. I'm sure we could try to come to terms with it once again.

I've done a lot of growing up since then, and it seems like you have, too. Just treat me like a person and I'll start speaking to you again. It would be nice to have you as a friend again, especially since I'm going through turmoil in my life right now. I miss you and I think you miss me, too.

Dictated, not read.

Sun, 10 May 2009 19:43:06 GMT

I'm doing okay. I did really well this semester. I think I have a job.

WHERE IS MUSIC? If you see him, tell him I said to write me.

Fri, 01 May 2009 02:37:02 GMT

So unhappy.

Fri, 17 Apr 2009 22:56:29 GMT

My new stuff is going to be sick.

Mon, 30 Mar 2009 02:40:53 GMT

I love when people know where you're coming from when you don't say much at all.
I love that people can sense when they are being watched.
I love when smoke cuts through beams of light behind a picket fence.
I love listening to the same album on repeat and finding something new in it each time.
I love when my thoughts get clustered and I start having a conversation with myself.
I love day dreaming.
I love lo-fi synth.
I love the way grass feels when you tear the blade in half.
I love EVERY COLOR!

Thu, 12 Mar 2009 21:55:39 GMT

From the outside looking in, you can’t understand it. From the inside looking out, you can’t explain it.

Wed, 11 Mar 2009 17:38:28 GMT

I don't know what I want to do musically. I feel like my brain has been wrenched dry. I'm taking a leave of absence. I don't know when I'll be back.

Mon, 23 Feb 2009 05:22:04 GMT

I'm not happy.

Mon, 16 Feb 2009 20:18:48 GMT

More important shit.

Thu, 22 Jan 2009 19:24:41 GMT

I don't mean to seem like I care about material things like a social status
I just want four walls and adobe slabs for my girls

If I don't stop singing this song I'm going to hang myself.

Wed, 21 Jan 2009 15:50:01 GMT

"I can't wait to hear what it sounds like when you don't have me writing all the songs."

Fuck you. You haven't written a song since the beginning. We'll be fine without you. Quit talking shit. You quit, and that's that. It's not like you were forced out. You're alcoholism did it all.

I love you to death, but the drinking has made you into an asshole. It's to the point that I never ever want to be around you. Even your family is getting disgusted. Not that you care or anything because "you're just doing you". That's fine. But when you hit rock bottom and no one is there, you'll see what we've all been talking about.

I just want my friend back.

Sun, 18 Jan 2009 06:11:07 GMT

Staying inside for a while.

Fri, 09 Jan 2009 00:01:07 GMT

Home.Happy.Hopscotch.

Wed, 24 Dec 2008 16:23:24 GMT

Tourzacomin'.

Wed, 10 Dec 2008 23:30:38 GMT

Oh, hai.

Tue, 25 Nov 2008 21:16:37 GMT

There will be changes soon that I don't think everyone will agree with.

Fri, 21 Nov 2008 19:04:54 GMT

ANIGGAAIN'TGETTIN'EVICTED!

Mon, 17 Nov 2008 18:39:10 GMT

My landlord came by this morning to let me know that I'm going to be evicted because some assholes don't know how to shut the fuck up on a Sunday.

After I continuously asked... No... Begged for them to come inside so that I wouldn't get evicted for noise, they stay out for 3 hours more and make twice as much noise. I understand that this is my fault for having them over, but fucking respect the fact that this is my apartment and all I asked was for less noise. IT'S A FUCKING SUNDAY.

Every apartment next to me put in a formal complaint. I don't know what I'm going to do.

Fuck being nice. I'm over it.

Mon, 17 Nov 2008 08:45:01 GMT

Apartment parties always get way too loud.

Tue, 11 Nov 2008 21:05:51 GMT

better not fucking miss this.

Mon, 03 Nov 2008 17:02:56 GMT

I have the most ridiculous lj posts. Happy for a few entries, then super pissed/depressed for several more.

Vicious cycle of bullshit. lololololololol

Thu, 30 Oct 2008 18:29:48 GMT

P.s. Instrumental is dead.

Thu, 30 Oct 2008 18:28:01 GMT

I could complain about how I'm over this and done with that. Or I could say that I'm unsatisfied with this one thing or depressed about another thing, but it doesn't matter and that's why I'm okay with it.

I'll be at the bar if anyone needs me.

Mon, 20 Oct 2008 17:55:15 GMT

Done with talk. I'm ready for action, baby!